Saturday, August 28, 2010

Thoughts


Good early morning to everyone. Yes, Yes I know, I should be in bed. My mind is going about mach 20 though. I've got so many things going through my mind I don't know whether I'm coming or going.

I've been watching re-runs of the LDS conference reports on the television. For those of you who know me, I'd like to give you a quote by Dieter F. Uchtdorf published in the Ensign, May of 2010 which I think has helped me a bit through life: “Though you may feel that no one can understand the depth of your despair, our Savior, Jesus Christ, understands. He suffered more than we can possibly imagine, and He did it for us; He did it for you. You are not alone.”

I feel that sometimes this truck driving business is not what I'm meant to do, but rather to be in the funeral home where I feel the most comfortable, and then, as Lester Burnham said, Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once, and it's too much, my heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst. And then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it, and then it flows through me like rain and I can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupd little life.

Do you know what I mean? Of course not. Each of us have our own little battles we have to fight. Some of us lose some of those battles, but that doesn't mean we've lost the war.

Anyway, its bed time. That's all for now.

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